Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
It's only half past the point of oblivion,
the walk before the run,
the breath before the kiss,
the fear before the flames.
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
It's only half past the point of oblivion,
the walk before the run,
the breath before the kiss,
the fear before the flames.
Have you ever felt this way?
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Thursday, January 08, 2009 @ 7:37 AM
because you had a bad day.
Considering how today started off,it should've been classified under a 'bad day' but instead it wasn't so bad at all.Open house was pretty fun I think I haven't felt that much school spirit since..back in mg and that is quite sad. So one week into the new year and I am feeling positively bitter,after checking out my timetable and new teachers I kinda am starting to miss j1 and mdm lai all over again.I wish someone had told us last year that it was gonna be a pretty alright year and that we should have the time of our lives then if not never then maybe I would've played my heart out more.
I hate how things are right now - the stasis and everything; the bitterness and first class acting.Maybe it's time to make a new resolution for myself (might as well) - to not let anything get me down, ever. This suffocation is gonna have to go. I have to stop feeling for others and start loving myself a little more; even if it means hurting the people around me because I absolutely hate it when my feelings are disregarded for or when people keep quiet and not stand up for what is right. I hate...constantly feeling like this. Like life is stuck where it is and I'm not moving along. but I am trying. and I am tired. cos after all, we're only human always fighting what we're feeling; hurt instead of healing ---------------------------- "I think we all - I think all of us - want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on because maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind. We need to remember what used to be good. If we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes " |